7.20.2005

Not much to tell

Haven't been feeling the greatest lately, mostly just depressed about finances etc. Dad is doing much worse; I can't wait until he quits his job and goes into busines for himself. The only issue is how we are going to be able to pay for life between when he quits and when he begins to see money come in from is new job. He is going tomorrow to see about a teaching position at a college...

I quit my job on Monday (YAY!!!), so Tuesday I was in this glorious mood and couldn't stop singing and laughing. Everyone at work was asking why I was in such a good mood. I didn't have the heart to tell them it was because I was so happy to be leaving, so I just told them it was because I'd stayed up late the night before having a great time and I was singing because I was trying to stay awake. This was partly true as I had had a wonderful time the nght before; I had to pick Danielle up from the airport at midnight, so I hung out with a friend of mine Carrie, who I handn't hung out with in ages. She, her husband Jordan, and her co-worker/friend Jason, and I all went out to dinner together. *sigh* I need to get out more often. Anyways, This high marked the end of me being depressed about my ..."crummy"... job and the beginning of me being depressed about money and everything else that I'm really behind in.

There is a scholarship that I should be applying for before the 1st of August. I have barely begun getting my recommendation letters together for it and have no idea how I'm going to get the paper and everything together in time. My last day at the pet groomer's is next Wednesday. I am looking forward to leaving, but not looking forward to saying goodbye to regular income. I hate not earning money.

I guess I could trust God to get me through it, but then what would I worry about?

I was relieved to day because I have one recommendation letter (for the scholarship) on its way, plus I got a check in the mail from the drug study that I'm involved in. I feel as though I am making progress, even if it is just a tiny bit at a time.

I really should go to bed now so more some other time.

Currently reading:
All My Patients are Under the Bed, Memoirs of a Cat Doctor, by Dr. Louis J. Camuti with Marilyn and Haskel Frankel (good book and funny too)

Just watched:
War of the Worlds (good)
Batman Begins (great)
Triplets of Bellville (interestingly different)

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